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these past two weeks to tell the truth have been like hell for me. i can’t ever seem to catch up. i can’t seem to get ahead. i don’t know where my future is headed. there’s a lot of uncertainty. i can sell my house back home and then my worries would be settled, for the time being any way. but that’s the one thing that i have to my name. the one thing i got to show for. i don’t have the money or time to live a carefree life like i did for the past four years. reality has set in. the pressure comes from trying start a future not only supporting myself.
i wish the decisions came easier. i know what i don’t want to do. i just won’t be satisfied going back to a 9 to 5, day in and day out the same old thing. if i was solo i wouldn’t have this pressure that i do. i won’t give up easily. but this is my biggest challenge yet.
put some music on…
[Raekwon - Surgical Gloves]